Well I’ll say it from the beginning to make it more understandable. She had lot of problems when she came back to her country, I’ve helped her, but soon after she just broke up with me, I’ve been desperate that she’s just gonna ignore me, so I’ve told her that please let’s at least stay good friends. So we’ve been talking ever since September, we had some conflicts before, mostly because of me, I’ve been very jealous if I heard something out of my friends (that you can’t trust) in that country that she started dating someone instantly when she arrived, barely got her to forgive me for my attitude, many times she told me not to drive while being drunk, I haven’t listened to her and I got in accident, charged for DUI and etc., needed money, started doing bad things to make it, almost got in very big trouble for that, she just proved her point that I should have listened to her. And yesterday I’ve just seen her in one group telling something like she is home all the time with her bf and that just made me angry, because I was still helping her, renting apartment, helping with other things, and the thought that I’m helping some one who should do this for her instead of me, I’ve felt that I’m just being used. And the thing was we talked about that she going to pretend to be dating with that guy, and sure it was like that. Now she is angry that I just didn’t listened to her, ignored what she always told me. I've told that I promise to be a better person, don't to dumb shit she told me not to do (she was right, l should have listened because l've just got in a lot of trouble in my life before), and her answer was: I've heard that tew times, I want to see some actions and not words. How the hell am I supposed to show it if we're almost 6000 miles apart? It's just killing me trying to figure that out.