Last year - I ( m57) & my ex ( f32) had a threesome with a ( f56) and it turned into a love triangle kinda, I didn’t want the poly thing just fun. Anyway we split up in oct23 and my ex immediately moved in with her after 3 weeks split. After she collected the last of the stuff in November, we’ve gone non contact. She said she’ll be in touch when she loops around as she was in a mess mentally. Trouble is, I’ve developed a story that the woman always wanted my girlfriend, meanwhile my ex was starting to fall for her, but wanted both of us. It was good while it lasted, but I never did on it was good while it lasted, but I never did want this threesome to be anything more than a bit of fun. So, in the end, she ended it with me because she realised that I wanted a more feminine female. It’s been three months of non contact & as far as I know, she still going out with her, and I’ve been blocked on all social media. I want to be friends with her in the future, but I can’t well I want to be friends with her in the future, but I can’t when she’s still going out with the woman. I’m just in a constant loop and I need to move on - how can I when I’ve lost the person I felt would never leave.