I sent this email to me and I'm sure it will be the last communication I will ever have with her. I'm forgiving her for me but I will never tell her I forgive her. Was I too harsh on her?

I loved you so so deeply that it hurt after you left I didn't want to sleep i didn't want to eat. I thought we were good. But I found out you lied to me for 6 months. When we were at your brothers wedding you knew that you were going backbto Jason. When we were talking about getting married you were going back to Jason. I have caught you in so many lies that it's not even funny. I do know one this for certain you never loved me. You don't love me now either. I have moved on with someone she makes me the happiest I have been in a long time. Everything and I mean everything that I wanted from u I'm getting from her. I have peace with her. She actually wants to spend time with me. She has never lied to me. You only brought chaos into my life and to be honest I don't wantvto go back to that. I like not having to be on guard all the time I like not having to lick my wallet up. I like not having to keep the office locked up. I like being treated like a human and not a second class citizen. My life is great right now and she is along for the ride. You have shown me what I dont want in a relationship and I thank you for that. But that's all you get from me I'm glad Jason treats u like shit I'm glad your life is hard. I'm glad you are miserable. I hope you make hom so miserable that he kicks you out one day. You had a great guy that would have done anything for you. But u decided to lie and close yourself off and make everyone around you miserable. I had so so many plans for our future. In many aspects of our life. But now those plans have disappeared. I would wish you the best of luck but to be honest you don't deserve it. You deserve your own personal hell and that's where you are at.