After my break up I was offered to 'stay friends' what I know isn't ever anything good. The thing is that she also said that we might get back together one day so I was naive enough to take the offer. Past few weeks has been a torture of being left on delivered and her being cold. A week after the break up I asked for a closure talk and she agreed, we talked about what each others actions made us feel before the break up and she still gave me hope for getting back together. It has been over a week since then and she's back to being distant and cold. She has a friend who hates me and is most likely talking badly about me, I've seen both of them like Instagram reels what are skits about 'what to do if your ex comes crawling back at you' and 'me telling my bestie not to date them'. All of that feels like torture, I feel like some sort of a enslaved circus clown. I feel terrible and the pain is unbearable. It's like no one cares about what I feel or do. I feel like I'm being kept at arms reach just to be made fun of by a person who I thought would never to anything to hurt me.