Remember you had a choice. I wanna tell you. This is not going to be easy. Its only been hours and I'm already starting to go mad thinking about you. I don't hate, I could never hate you. I will take my feelings for you to my grave, I'm sure of it. I will be here I'f you ever need anything. I'f you ever change your mind, I will be here. This isn't easy to wright. The tears in my eyes make it tough. I don't hold you responsible for anything. I do but don't understand. I just hope and pray that favor always will be with you. I will love from afar. I won't reach out to you anymore, I'm sorry for this time. I will be here untill my last breath. God knows I hope that won't be long. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. I will miss you dearly, hell I do now. I love you forever. Please don't forget me.