I don't even want him anymore almost at all but I'm somehow more miserable. (Than the last stage anyway, before that was worse.)

Is a rebound connection really such a bad idea? There was someone who in a way, came on the scene just before that guy. And then also made a big statement (of attraction) in the middle of it. But he lives on another continent so I'm not sure I have the guts to make that happen anyway. And then who knows what kind of stage I'd be in once the date of my flight finally rolled around. And I wouldn't be in love. Why is life so weird? Tell me, people with more experience, is a rebound definitely a bad idea?

edit with more rambles: I'm discovering that it's only called a rebound if it doesn't work out, and that seems a little like it would skew the conclusions in an inaccurate direction, if any post-breakup relationship that does work out doesn't count...