My boyfriend 17m broke up with me 16f and never told me why but he got into a relationship with his new girlfriend right after me and I think he cheated trigger wrong ⚠️ I have been suicidal for the past 2 months and was in the hospital for it I haven't been eating and I started smoking cigarettes again after not touching them in months I've always smoked weed but it's almost doubled in the past 2 months since he broke up with mei loved him and I don't know why he left me he's my first relationship that I've been in sober and didn't we didn't use each other for drugs I thought we actually cared about each other and I'm just confused and want somebody to talk to honestly