Let me summarize our relationship. We lived together and she has a kid. She is married but not to the baby daddy. We lived together for a year during that year it was great in the beginning. I had lost my place she offered and I accepted. So after a while I noticed things and they got worse and worse. He child is bad I'm not talking just a little bad no no. She was expelled from school because she attacked at least 5 students in two months. She would break stuff go threw my wallet and often just argue with her mom. I would ignore it and continue on about my day. Well last week she decided to go back to her husband. She said that the door for us is not necessarily closed but she is trying for her kid. While u don't wish anything bad on her I'm almost certain that her reconciliation with her husband is bound to fail. I'm at peace right now I'm on a journey of finding myself again. I'm going to the gym and getting back to jujitsu. I plan on going to see my son in January. I'm planning a trip to bike week and doing a cross country trip. I'm not sure where I will be in the future and I'm not sure if we could be together in that future.