I just want him to be hurting like he’s hurt me I want him to realise how much he’s hurt me and apologise for it

I’m sick of watching him paint me as some heartless woman when i was full of nothing but love and forgiveness when it came to him.

I’m sick of wondering how happy we'd be if things worked out and if ther will ever be a second chance for our relationship.

He said he would still be friends but is ignoring me. He broke up with me and told me that looking at me reminds him of how much he hates himself and the person that he was.

And he said he wasn’t capable of changing. Capable was of being more sociable and going out. Capable of planning dates. Capable of achieving things and studying.

And now he’s doing all of that since we broke up. Going out with friends ( our friends). Studying again and taking care of himself. I ain’t ever held him back. I actively encouraged it. Maybe pushed it a little to hard sometimes. But everyone, even his parents said that I made him a better person. Apparently not.

All I wanted from his was that he went out a little bit more so we weren’t stuck playing video games all weekend. For him to tell me how he is feeling with out me crying and begging him to.!

it's been months without you and your name still hurts i have my moments when you've been erased from my mind but you always find your way back. i went through so much when ilost you and my family had to pick up the pieces, you disrespected me so much and i let it happen be i loved you more than i loved myself

I can’t believe I feel like it’s my fault too. You have made me seem crazy ( and I’ll admit I have ugly sobbed and begged you to be my friend and in anger told you that you weren’t a great boyfriend.

I’m so sick of staying quiet I just so badly want to tell you how fucked your are treating me. How shitty of a person you’re being and to beg you for an apology. I just want you to treat me decently. I just so badly don’t want to let you go. How has it been so easy for you.

But even if I do any of this are you going to listen? If I try to rekindle a friend ship with you. It’s not worth it. I mean your already ignoring me. Acting like I don’t exist.

It’s so hard trying not to care

I wish you would just text me

I wish you would reply to my text. God I just want to talk to you about anything and everything good and bad.

Why did you have to do this to us Tom.

i wish he was feeling like this too. bro is giving me absolutely nothing to go off of. i wish he missed me.

I’m just sad that it's me feeling like this but not him even after months.