And he did not. Every few weeks or months he would reach out. Not gonna lie I reached out once but then we got into a huge fight and did NC again. He wrote me a note and put it in my purse. I know I’m responsible too but wtf…I just…I reread our messages last night and instead of crying I’ve just become so angry. He couldn’t leave me alone but fully admitted he was an avoidant. I have so much anger now.

I just wanted for him to leave me alone so I could move on and not have both of us hurt and I even told him that. And he didn’t listen. He’s leaving me alone now but it’s only been two weeks. Unfortunately we do work together but I ignore him and don’t look at him unless it’s about work. I am leaving the job and the place I’ve lived for 4 years in January. I’m telling myself to keep it together. I can do this. I’m strong enough. I’m just angry.

Thanks for reading.