I feel our connection slipping every day. and im the one that pushed you away. god i've never missed anyone more in life than you, and we will probably never ever be in the same room. and my heart always hurts. i miss you so much.

I told my boyfriend I wasn’t happy it was it's so hard to build up courage to do it. He had no motivation and didn’t communicate with me at all. I gave it my all into this relationship cause I loved him so fucken much and he barley put in anything. I just wanted to feel wanted.

I used to cry daily for him to talk to me. Tell me what was going on in his precious mind. Tell me what’s going on. We gave each other some space and then he broke up with. he finally admitted to me what’s been wrong this whole time and that is that he’s been experiencing dysphoria and wants to transition and doesn’t want me to be apart of his life while he explores that. I was a set back.

j miss the good times so badly and i'm not ready to let go but i know have to but i'm to anxious to do so. I’m scared that no one will ever love me as genuinely as he did and I will never love someone as strongly as I do him and it fucking sucks because i'm so in love with him and just want what's best for him but i can't keep being unhappy. I want him back

I’m so hurt. I want to be apart of their life. Why. I’ve proved myself to this boy so so much.
I spent so much time nurturing and supporting him in trying to be the best version of themselves. Why don’t you think I want to support you while you do this. Why? I wasn’t and won’t hold you back. I want you in my life. I want to be friends and they’ve completely cut me out. They don’t even want to talk to me. I always felt like I wasn’t worth fighting for this whole relationship because when we would argue he wouldn’t talk to me. It was always me saying can we talk? Let’s sort this out cause I love you. and I told him this the whole relationship. And he’s making me feel like this now that we’re both broken up.

I just want to reconnect but I don’t se the hope I’m manifesting it so hard. I feel like an idiot and he hurt me so bad both during and after the relationship but if he said Maddie I miss you please talk I would because I love this person so fucking much.

Whatever we had I just want us to have it again. I don’t care if they want to change. I love them for them.

i still want them. no matter how much time we spend apart or how far away we are from one and other I want them.

I really hope we can try one last time. I’m hoping with my whole heart that we can be the couple that gets back together again and is better than ever. it's not about fixing something what's broken. But starting over and creating something that's better.

All I wanted was to heal myself, im kinda trying to move on but seeing you hurts you know. He doesn’t want to talk to me at all.

No matter how much i try not to think about you, at the end of the day, i know i can't stop loving you. i really wish you understood me and tried to understand things from my pov. We wouldn't have had to seperate our ways if you tried to fight for our relationship for even once. Because you know what, i always comeback. I always go back to you. because i loved you. I still love you. Maybe the reason I can't completely move on is somewhere, i still have some hope that you'll comeback which it feels like you won’t., i know. but i really wish you the best.

I just wish things were different and you communicated better I love you truly and I can't explain how much I will miss you. I'll never forget the love we had for each other. I wish one day that you would come back to me and make it all up, but for now I hope we grow and meet again.

I don’t want us to be in another life. Please I don’t want this.

I love you Tom. I’m just waiting for that one day I get that message. I’m trying so hard to move on. I’m so conflicted. It’s been a month now. Please come back Tom.

I just want to know if he feels the same or how he feels about me. I want to know so desperately. If he hates me that’s okay at least I know and I can’t stop wasting all my energy hoping and trying and praying for us to be okay. If he wants to talk to me i would be so over the moon

I just basically needed to rant. I want to message him so badly but he has made it so clear that there’s no room for me in his life and he’s not ready to talk to me. Am I a bad person? Is the break up my fault? Would I be an idiot for trying to get back together with him? Are my feelings valid because I feel like they aren’t? Is it too soon?