It's been 6 months since she broke up with me. Totally wasn't expecting it, I thought the relationship was going pretty well. She told me she can't give me her entire self the way she wants to. I have good days and bad days just like anyone else. Today is a REAL bad day. I'm so in my head. I keep thinking about what I did wrong. I play every scenario in my head over and over. I create situations in my head and think about how I'd react to them IF they happened (News flash, none of these extreme situations have ever happened). I'm feeling so hurt even after 6 months, like it happened just yesterday. I've been on the verge of tears all day. I keep trying to get out of my head and tell myself what's going on in my head isn't what's happening in the real world. I've never felt this way before. I'm exhausted.

Just needed to vent. Idk I'll try anything at this point.