Not talking about relationships in a sense bf and gf, or bf and bf or gf or gf… wife or husband. More so talking about friendships, kinda sucks that being forgotten with friends sucks seeing once I called my best friends going out and just not inviting me anymore hurts. I’ve known for a while that they went out and they have their own group, but like it kinda sucks how I’m only remembered during times when I’m needed. No one really cares and sees the hurt of that. I haven’t seen these guys for months now and that sucks. I would rather deal with a break up than having my so called best friends kinda just forget about me. It hurts you know. Sometimes I blame myself but I don’t know what I did wrong, I wish I could’ve been better or something. Now I’m just addicted to vaping, trying to hook up with other people just to fill the void. God I really just wanna fill that void cause no one really knows how I feel. If they actually see this Rup, Chris and Jer… I really care for you guys still I love you guys but it hurts being forgotten.