I posted on here a few days ago. https://www.reddit.com/r/BreakUps/comments/11x3oph/im_destroyed/

I broke up with my boyfriend of nearly 4 years on Sunday. I went through his phone and found pictures of girls we went to school with, videos of fully nude girls, and i found a photo compilation of 1 girl (not nude, cleavage and butt pics in tight shorts) who looked very young. Her tik tok handle was in the picture. He posted these on a burner reddit account. I assume he screenshotted stuff off of her tik tok. I couldn’t get over the fact she looked no older than 15. (He is 23.) I went to her tik tok and discovered she is 13 and in 7th grade. I got physically sick when I discovered this. It is like he was living a double life our whole relationship and now i’m questioning if I was dating a pedophile for almost 4 years. I have felt sick for 2 days straight. I don’t know what to do or say. I am so disturbed. I want this to just be a bad nightmare. I’m kind of just using this space to vent in hopes people will somewhat understand. I don’t know what to do anymore.