So my ex & I have been broken up and had no contact for about 1 year & a half. We were with each other going on 6 years. Until I caught her texting another guy then I broke up with her. Within a month or 2 after we broke up, she found someone else & has a new relationship & living together in my ex’s new house. I’m happy for her, but this past December. Would be our first Christmas we would have not spent together. So I found out my ex has been reaching out to my sister lately. Supposedly they are friends🙄. They talk about dogs & other things idk. my ex has also contacted my aunt during November to ask about my grandma. Now I’m getting emails from Domino’s,”stating my ex has a certain amount of points”, also I’ve gotten two calls this month from carvana asking for my ex. Cause she put me down as her reference,(remind you she got a new car after we broke up). But she has a whole new man.

So lately, I’ve been thinking about my ex really bad. I’ll see her smile, her expressions & hear her voice all in my head. Sometimes I’ll stop the thoughts, but out of no where I’ll get slapped in the face by them & our memories. But yea I’ve just been thinking about her so heavy. I won’t reach out nor do I want her back. But I would want to get her out of my head, I feel the pain still but it doesn’t hurt like it use too. So yea, that is my vent of the day.