So to reiterate the title, about six months ago me and my Ex broke up after 10 years, well let's be real she dumped my ass due to a multitude of reasons.

I didn't take her out anywhere I took her words for granted whenever she gave me advice I didn't keep her house as clean as I should have AND kinda trash it during a mental break (don't ask 🤦🏾) And the Killer, overall i didn't show her enough respect.

On top of that I lost my job, My apartment, and somehow my godamn playstation! Besides needing to get my life together ultimately I believe I changed in a lot of positive ways, emotionally and mentally but I'm just not sure it'll be enough to sway her. Currently I live with my sister and nephews and I have almost no control over my actual life, I need a way out, just one chance to turn things around and maybe just maybe we could be together again. Alternatively if she's not feeling it all I'll at the very least be glad to have one of the greatest friends I've ever known in my life again (we're still friends shes just keeping her distance due to personal issues in her life and how we gravitate towards each other in hard times). I'd never want use to reconcile until I can contribute more to her life and show her the proper respect.