I don’t really know where to post this. Sometimes I just have these really random paranoid thoughts and I hate it. I am trying to be better about communicating things before I get to a paranoid point but sometimes it just happens regardless. I don’t know if it’s because of my BPD or what the issue is. Sometimes I just feel broken and like I’m a burden to my partner no matter how many times he reassures me I’m not. I know that being with someone who has Borderline isn’t always easy and sometimes I feel guilty about all the reassurance he has to give me. I don’t know if that’s normal or not but I just had to get these thoughts out of my brain.