So I’m talking to this girl, and I’m liking her so far. I met her online and we’re going to meet up soon. I’m excited for it. But my thing is i’m not used to this at all, it’s moving so slow!

I’m very much used to being intense and heavy right from the beginning. And jumping right into things. My last relationship started in 1 week XD. So this is a drastic change to say the least.

I’m having a mixture of emotions, it’s uncomfortable to my anxious attachment. If someone isn’t intense and talking to me constantly, I doubt do they even like me?

We only talk through out the day a little bit. Some days we don’t talk at all. Is that normal? I seriously don’t know lol.

So I feel that, but at the same time it feels healthy lol. And I’m excited to see how things grow when it’s more healthy. If it grows in a healthy, the love that comes from it will be more genuine and everlasting.

And also I think this is good for me, even if it didn’t work out.