My heart hurts so much and I feel physically sick and nauseous. Why does this keep happening to me?

I met someone recently and things were going MORE THAN amazing, they were definitely becoming my Fp, and just randomly fell apart. Literally for the worst and most random reason.

Gosh, I just want someone to love me. Why does everyone leave. WHY CANT ONE PERSON STAY?! Im so tired of this, I don’t think I can take this anymore. My heart is just being ruined. Soon I won’t have anymore to give.

I was the best I’ve ever been and somehow this still didn’t work. Literally ended for the most random reason.

I just need someone. My best friend is busy rn, and I have nobody. I just need someone to care, I’m in so much pain….