Basically i was forced fed as a child and really hate my weight. As soon as i got free of those people's restraints, i hit the gym. Ive lost a ton of weight but am not at my goal yet. However, im getting a lot of female attention where im at now. Don't get me wrong, its great and all, but i still feel gross st my current level. I know im an attractive guy, but i can't seem to be ok with the attention until im at my goal. Its really a problem, i feel like this is a stupid issue to have. Does anyone else feel this way or am i being ridiculous? Its like i cant be myself, i feel like a prisoner of myself over something i know is all in my head. Am i holding true to a standard or being a lil bastich ? Cuz i feel im being a bastich n i dont like it lol