I started watching the show about a week ago, and if you couldn't guess from the title, well, let's just say it's 3 in the morning and I've come a long way. And it was fun while it lasted, the wit, the subtle humour, the story, all of it, but I can't help but feel... a lack of closure?

Like, I came to the show broken. I'd recently been ousted by a group of high school friends, and I was looking for solace. But the more and more I watched, the more of myself, my actions, everything I saw in Bojack, and the more I've started to resent myself.

I clawed at the episodes, watching "one more" late into the night for some closure, desperately searching for when everything works out, when Bojack becomes better and he figures out how to change and become a better person. But I should've realized I was kidding myself; I should've remembered what show I was watching.

And now I'm here. Is this what they wanted? To just... leave us on this note? I think I understand why they ended the show like this, yet I can't help but feel simply jaded, hollowed out, as if that spark of hope I came with just vanished.

Maybe this isn't the right place to come to to talk about these feelings, maybe I've misplaced them onto the series, but after what I've just seen? Maybe this is just how things are: there is no closure, no happy ending, things that went wrong don't get fixed. Maybe the point is that you can't make up for the shit you've done, the people you've hurt, you can't get any of it back. Maybe that's just life. It's a bitch and the you die. Or keep living.