Since this is a new account and I don’t have much karma. I can’t post where this may be welcomed. So I’ll just post here. On this Sunday morning/noon here I am reflecting. My life seems so empty to the point I don’t know how to express or feel emotions.

I feel like I get the short end of the sticks when I go work for a new company. And what I mean by that is seems like the company is one stick away from collapsing. Kinda depressing if you ask me. Ppl are close to retirement and not enough younger folks coming in after.

I get asked if I have any hobbies or things I’m interested in. And I say no hobbies and I’m not to sure if it will make sense if what I’m interested in. I just work and go home, my life is complicated in a way. I just feel like life won’t get any better which I know it will. But just hard to be optimistic at the moment.

I want to be a great plumber and give figure out who I am. I want to leave my comfort zone and I want to spread my wings and fly. I just want to be able to do what I want and not feel bad for it. And also I don’t know if I believe in true love.

Post is all over the place but so is my mind. Thanks for reading if you made it this far, chickenhead.