You may see me vent here a lot but I anit got no one that will understand. I just hope that these things I speak on shall pass. As a female plumbing apprentice I feel as though other women look down on me. Now at first it didn’t really bother me but now it does.

My company is doing some plumbing for a school. So im around the women that im speaking on that looks down on me. People fail to realize that there are different fields in the plumbing industry. I work new construction commercial so im rarely messing with crap. I just feel so invisible and so out of wack. That im too far gone to find who I am.

Plus I have no friends and people have let me down. I don’t know if I’ll ever make friends and be in a relationship. I love my job but right now I don’t feel the same as I used to. I just to be so excited and ready to take on the day. But they way people view and act as if I don’t exist is taking a toll on me. I know I shouldn’t care what people think I don’t in a way. But in another I do and I can’t help it right now.

As I try to pray and be optimistic I’m just venting. Thanks for reading If you made this far and I hope this all makes sense.