Hey community.. im freaking out iv had bladder Cancer since fed 24th 2022. I was on bcg treatments till i was taken off them due to mayjor side effects. My problem now is that i have numbness where my kidney is and often feel like some put a hot poker in it. My bladder always is in pain now for the last week iv had to sit on the toilet because either. I feel like passing out after peeing or i cant pee standing and it takes a substantial amount of pushing to get the pee out. The doctors here are ridiculous he is sending me for a catscan before a ultrasound... and the cat scans in the city im in are only taking Cancer "about to die" patients because the hospitals gor hacked... i sound also add that there were three red dots in my bladder and they dissappeared the next scope and the doctor didnt even remember them they were a darker red and ther where 3mm in size.