47 [m4M] #online - seeking Dom for accountability

I am looking for an attentive Dom to help me with accountability for sticking with a mostly established schedule, one that I have not been sticking to since losing my last Dom.

I have ADHD and I struggle with motivation in a big way. A few years ago while serving a Dom online I discovered by happenstance that where I lacked motivation to change aspects of myself or to complete tasks when the motivation was centered on me changing for myself, when my motivation was to please my Dom I was suddenly able to do things I just couldn't bring myself to do. It became easy as I love to serve and to be if service. The trick to rewire my brain was to always be horny through attentive control, humiliation, and punishment - it overrides my selfish 'id' and puts my focus on pleasing my Dom

I currently have a schedule and plan that for the most part works, I just need a Dom to enforce it, and if they want, to tailor it to ensure they get pleasure and satisfaction from it through humiliating or fun tasks, punishments, and control

So this is how it could work. I would share with you my google calendar and taskboard so you could see everything I am doing and all the tasks that I have scheduled in real time, that way you know when I have marked something as complete. Tasks requiring picture or video proof. Failure to accomplish tasks without a reason you find suitable would be met with punishments of your choosing as long as they do not cross established limits.

That's really it, but I am open to altering anything to suit your needs as it doesn't really work if the Dom isn't getting pleasure from it.

My kinks are extensive and always evolve. The core kinks are control, especially TPE where you have real access and ability to to make my decisions forced like with parental controls and access to some accounts, or even security cameras...humiliation, degradation, being bullied, aftercare, blackmail, & attention, to name a few.

Hard limits are:

-Nothing that can sully my work relationships. I am a people leader and people expect a certain amount of decorum from me. This includes from afar, so actual public is a no if it means getting caught is quite likely. I don't need that getting back to my colleagues.

-Consent must be fully understood.

-Excessive pain or gore. Don’t get me wrong, I like a bit of pain and I’ve recently discovered that I have a much higher pain tolerance than I thought I did.

-No changes to my outer appearance that I don’t agree to.

-No limiting my contact with other people.

-No women.

So if this interests you and you would like to know more or have questions, feel free to contact me.

We can start slow, help me ensure I get in 10k steps a day. We can go from there. I'm open to all suggestions.