First of all, I am a bit of a Sadist and Masochist; it is difficult to explain and complicated.I do have desires to be forced or to be forced, and you may notice during our discussion that I love to network with others.

First, I don't know what I want. Yes, I love the blackmail kink, but seriously, you are never going to say "Marry me" on the first date. No one knows what will happen, so two parties chat, share desires, and see what happens.

One thing I desire is the connection, where one of digs into ones life and the other enters the uncensored mind of another. We both go deeper and deeper into each other minds, shared and taking it from there.

I love a blackmail setup where both parties feel trapped, maybe the blackmailer feeling a great sense of responsibility and commitment to the victim or the victim going deep down the rabbit hole feeling one can't get out of.

I love an arrangement where there are risks, unplanned, and things are taken organically with nothing actually planned. You can be anyone, married or not, dominant or not; I believe both parties should get something from this: a journey or an experience. Just imagine entering into another mind, the unknown, discovering something new, either someone's life or those hidden dark desires which you become the star of the show.

Please understand I am straight; as such, I can only dominate individuals of a female sex. I don't know how a guy can dominate me, as the connection is never established. If you are seeking financial rewards (if older) from this, I have a premade-up contract I may be willing to accept, but the deep connection for me is important.

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