How are you all coping with the yourself, the people in it, and life over that past 3 months?

For me it’s been a bit of a rollercoaster ride. Financially the struggle to strive and thrive is difficult asf. My physical health is not where it used to be. My mom is dealing with multiple serious illnesses. I hate being back in my home state. Fighting through seasonal depression is always interesting. Working on my triggers and not having anyone devalue my feelings and understandings.

I’m seriously considering giving up trying to maintain connections with new people. Outside of new professionals peers and dates to find my partner. Fighting through my bs and adding in someone else’s who’s not willing to do the basics is not gonna fly. I’m not even sure if I will get married anymore. And if so definitely not solely modernized or traditionally.

As a ambivert I’ve accepted my introverted side much more. After believing I was a extrovert for most of my life. My understanding is vast and so is my patience with self and others. But my tolerance for accepting less than the basics is limited to little to none. If someone cannot be about their word. That shows me who they are at least in the present and past. Now it’s more difficult for me to see a future with them. Ion know about you but this adulting ish is hard without a solid plan, team, and flow.