so today i’d day was on of my bad days idk if i do have it hit i feel that i have undiagnosed bipolar disorder because i have most of the symptoms and it’s like it got worse through the day bc on little things then i asked someone out and they basically jus slid it off bc they weren’t ready which i understand but it didn’t seem true and i feel like they were lying and i feel like i chase them more than they do me and it’s always this repeating cycle with me caring too much whether it’s male or female like it seems so hard sometimes and i jus wanna end it sometimes but it gets better then fucking 10x worse like y is it always me everything is always my fault nothing ever works in the favor of me