Ok, so all of my life since I had my 1st bi experience at 13 I've wondered about my sexuality. I'm 55 and single now and have just decided to be openly bi. I just started seeing a woman my age and sees cool with me going out and doing my bi thing once a month on my own. I'm tired of hiding this from people and I'm done hiding this, this woman has accepted my bi thing and I'm happy. I just want to describe my feelings and get everybody's opinion.

I love women and having sex with woman. I would always choose a woman over a man. I can be in a loving relationship with a woman without question. Sexually with a woman I like to be dominant and in control in the bedroom. If I share that woman with another man I like to be submissive and the cuck and clean up boy.

In every relationship I've had with a woman I always find the urge about once a month to have sex with a man. I'm not romantically attracted to men, I don't look at a guy and think how cute or hot he his but at the same time I won't hook up with an ugly or gross looking guy. When I'm with a guy I'm a bottom 99% of the time, I love to please a guy anyway he wants usually and I'm extremely submissive and never dominant with another guy. Most guys want to get off and be done and you never see them again, I'm looking for an ongoing bi relationship because I don't like one time hook ups and most guys don't want this.

So what am I? Am I Just a bi guy who's dom with women and sub with men? My sexuality has always confused me.