Sometimes all I feel is lonely... I have a few straight couples I’m totally out as bi to, and they invite me over for drinks at least once a week. I’m grateful! In one of the couples, the guy is prolly my best friend (in my mind), but I don’t think he sees me that way anymore. Fairly regularly, I hear that this couple has gotten together with 2 other couples in the neighborhood to swim in one of their pools, or the guys make a trip to a local brewery, etc, and I’m not invited or included. It always hurts when I hear about this, and I feel excluded. I should add that the one dude who I regard as a bestie and I have travelled on several overnight trips together through the years to visit breweries, etc in surrounding states, but it just stopped cold a few years ago. He and his wife have known I’m bi since pretty much when I met them. I am admittedly sensitive; as a result, please be kind and careful with your responses. I’m just wanting support and encouragement on a lonely single night. Sometimes I fantasize about ghosting my friend, but it breaks my heart to think about doing that and depriving myself of the occasional “reach out” from him.