Hi fellow sluts and pervs! Happy New Year!

This post will be a bit different. It won't be so salacious. Hopefully it will keep me from being banned from subreddits lol. I'm more in a mood to be a bit more reflective, think with my bigger brain lol.

I've been doing a lot of soul searching and realize a big motivation to try sexual experiences with members of the same sex is my sexual frustration. I have always had bad luck with women and I think I have accepted women do not find me attractive to any significant degree. But that leaves me horny. This is where men come in, and do they ever! Men at least show interest in me, and it looks like my chances are good, so my intention is to go all the way! The urgency to have sex probably shapes my desires to include elements of BDSM.

The other major motivation is I'm just plain lonely. Most of my friends have moved on or moved out of town. I wouldn't mind being close with someone whether or not sex is part of the closeness.