I’ve just recently accepted my bisexuality and the buildup of the craving to experience a man is really starting to swell up however, I am in a monogamous relationship and i dont want to ask her to change that. I’m not sure that I will enjoy it. It’s just fantasy currently. she is also Bisexual and we’ve briefly discussed each other’s likes and curiosities in the beginning of our relationship, and at first I was open to the thought of watching her with other women, even though I didn’t intend on being with a guy back then. But I learned very quickly I am extremely insecure and possessive and it’s hard for me to think about her being with other people. we have been together for three years. I let her kiss a girl the first month we were together, but was closed to the thought of sharing her with someone else, her giving intimacy to someone else. Fast forward it has ripped into our relationship, she kissed another one of her friends last year when she was drunk, and I was ready to leave. I didn’t because I knew it wasn’t stemming into anything further with the kind of friendship they have. We have been together three years and this desire to follow thru and experience a man had just been felt this year. It’s selfish to want to experience my bisexuality and not want her to, I know that. I feel like it was wrong to start the relationship feeling like openness was okay and immediately stripping that side of her. I got to be honest and let go of my insecurities. She’s literally out of my league and it’s so hard to do. I’m stuck in a limbo and I don’t know what I want to do. Selfishly I want to discreetly experience a man just once and never again in our relationship. But I know I can’t