(Check my last post on this sub for reference)

So i left my house at 8 AM because our gym has workouts and then wrestling practice/Sparring. So i walked in and my gym crush was there again. (Ill just name him James for privacy). If you saw my last post you know that his butt is super big, he has curly hair, and hes pretty cute, and he has nice feet as well. (Sorta into that). Last time i didnt train with him too much as im a little bit bigger than he is, and ppl who train martial arts/ mma know that going against smaller ppl can be a lil risky. But one of the guys sat a couple rounds out so me and him ended up going a few rounds. I was so turned on when i trained with him. To be honest not as excited as last time because i did watch some 🌽 the night before but even then its different when your touching and feeling someone you have a crush on, even without a sexual/romantic setting. In bjj we go barefoot so when we started we both pulled guard and kinda went from there. Im a bigger guy than he is so he has harder time pulling moves on me, so he was smiling the whole time because we found it funny. This time we trained for longer and i came into contact with his entire body. His legs, feet, thighs, midection, and even his butt. And im not going to lie it was an exciting experiment. We were in one sequence where he put his foot on my stomach and i had no choice to get turned on by it. (Sorry i have a foot fetish…long story). And at one point he even looked at me in my eye while biting his lip while we were in an exchange. I don’t think he was trying to be flirtatious but i was turned on nonetheless. But his body was soft, but at the same time a little harder/rougher than i expected. His legs and even his butt were like really smooth when we were rolling around. And i promise i wasn’t touching him where it was inappropriate, im not a creep, but at the same time i was fighting another battle. There was one point where he shot for a takedown and i had to grab his foot to defend and that turned me on. Im kinda of a freak guys. He has this thick, bubbly, lower half along with his butt so i was able to feel all of that as we kept going. And to be completely honest it was a pleasurable experience. Its a little guilty pleasure of mine but i was just being honest. Straight men and women experience it all the time so when dealing with their crushes so yea. When we were done training we talked a little bit more and he’s a pretty chill guy. but then i left early because i had somewhere else to be. Just thought id come back to this sub and tell you guys because all of y’all are really supportive. Especially since I’m 20 years old and I’ve only really accepted I’m Bi for the past few months. What do yall think?