Hi again.

It has been a while since I last posted here. I have mentioned before that I am a gay man, but earlier this year I was feeling some sort of attraction to women.

However, during the summer and early autumn season, I felt no attraction to women. But now that attraction has come back. Well, I think it has anyway.

With men, I have a wide range of 'types' that I am attracted to. With women, I think my types are a lot less. This could be affecting how I feel. Like I could see tons of men when out in public and I am attracted to a good chunk of them. Yet, I might not see a single women I am attracted to because my tastes in women are more narrow. So I could be thinking I am gay, and then all of a sudden, I see one of the few women I find attractive and I think to myself that maybe I am not gay. Perhaps I am bi.

It is all so confusing. Because of this, I have been closing my dating apps when I come across a woman I might swipe right on. So I don't swipe left, because that will remove them from me seeing them on the app. But I also don't swipe right as of now, because I am not sure about going through with talking with a woman and possibly going on a date. So I close the app and open it again until a man pops up. Then I swipe left or right on a man like I normally do.

Another thing that worries me, is that if I were to get into a relationship with a women, I feel like I would be worried if it doesn't feel right to me and that I might feel sad or heartbroken when I see happy gay couples and think to myself, that is what I should be in.

Have any of you here gone through something similar? Also, any words of advice for me on my situation right now?