Right now my friend who would be considered a Twink and I are watching the election results. We have had sex before, multiple times. He's gay and I'm bisexual. We both don't want a relationship, we are happy just doing our own thing. But the alcohol has hit me and his legs are in my lap and his moment feels special. Like I kinda wish we were more at this moment but it's my loneliness and drunk mind thinking his way I know it. We're just chilling like we usually do sometimes when he comes to visit me.

I'm just looking over at him while I'm texting this and he looks so cute tonight. I may be drunk rambling so I apologize in advance. But he's just so cute and I'm enjoying this moment and wishing I could wake up with him next to me, everyday. I know when I'm sober I'll think differently because I enjoy my alone time too much. I hope that doesn't make me sound selfish but I really do. I don't like having to check in with someone everyday and having to fuck only one person right now. I don't want to ask him about this because he'll be distant after, I just know it.

He's so pretty right now I just want to reach over and fuck his brains out right now and hug and kiss him but he really wants to see election. I do too so I won't try anything yet. My roommate is with his family so we have the place to ourselves right now. We're definitely fucking tonight and he's spending the night because he's been drinking. He smells so good too. I don't know where this is going but I'm just in my feels right now because I've been drinking a lot. I just want to stroke his hair and after stroke his pussy slowly in missionary while kissing him. Okay see you guys later I'm done...