Is it possible that an experience that I had when I was younger, shaped sexual feelings that I have now? I can’t go into the details, as it violates policy. However, I don’t have any anger or resentment.

It first surfaced During my partying. while high, I had a few experiences with guys. I’m not into kissing or anything romantic. I don’t find myself drawn to men. However, I did find the experiences highly erotic. I find myself fantasizing about them. I’m thinking this makes me bi to some degree.

Anyone else have any similar experiences? Just wondering if what happened when I was younger, opened the door for this.

I’m in my 40s now. Happily married. Just looking to see if someone is similar? I’d love to hear