About 13 years ago I had my first experience with a guy. My friend came over and we sucked each other off, I came in his mouth and he came on my belly. Since then, I've only slept with women. Not because I didn't enjoy it, quite the opposite, I loved it and thinking about it made my heart race, but life moved on and I had other things to focus on.

Fast forward to last week, I found myself in an adult store looking for a masturbator. Being in that environment stirred long lost and deep feelings within me. From the naughty thoughts of anal plugs, to sucking on dildos with fake cum, to the lifelike masturbators with balls, I finally decided it was time to explore my bisexuality again. I told the lady at the store I was bisexual which was soo freeing because I had never told anyone about that night and about my true feelings.

Today, I went to a local nudist park on the water and started chatting with a guy. We had small talk back and forth and at one point he mentioned he liked my cock. I told him his was nice as well. Unfortunately this park has really really strict rules about no sexual contact so we quietly snuck into the water and stroked each other. Feeling his hard cock, balls, and taint had me rock hard as well. Sadly, he was only into receiving head and mutual masturbation which was less than what I really wanted. I consider myself slightly feminine and I was hoping to meet someone who would be willing to makeout, swap head and allow me to explore the feminine side of myself. Maybe next time!

Either way, I'm very thankful I got to hold a cock and rub some balls today even if it didn't end how I wanted. Thanks for letting me share my story!