I used to think I was really sexy (imagine a latino twink with a good ass), but then I realized standards are actually high, and compared to them I'm not ugly, but mid (some awful acne on my face, bad clothing, and the facts that I grow too much body and facial hair to even count as a twink, and that I don't workout because of a crowded schedule). I'm going to work all of this out to gain some confidence, but it's hard at the moment.

I would like to receive some validation, and I know some like to do so by sharing intimate photos of themselves on grindr for example, but I'm really shy, and the idea of doing that made me unconfortable even when I thought I was sexy. You can imagine now.