So I’ve been questioning weather I’m bi for a bit now (I already have realized and accepted that I am greyromantic). Basically my whole dilemma is that I find men attractive and want to kiss them (I’m a guy) but don’t desire sex or romance with them. However recently I saw a clip of some show called “Heartstopper”, not really sure what it is but there were two teenagers dating in it and it caused me to feel something I can quite put my finger on. I don’t know really what this feeling means. Maybe I desire emotional closeness with men? I know I would never marry a man or spend my life with one (I find male genitalia disgusting), but I feel like I wouldn’t mind dating one one day if the perfect guy came my way? I don’t know what this means. I was already struggling before but now it’s worse. I just can’t figure out what this feeling is.