Just like the title says, if it's porn, art, vids or pics of men or really dick specifically I guess then I'll get turned on, and if I saw a boner irl I'd be turned on, but I don't get turned on when doing anything sexual physically WITH a guy... it's so weird 😭

It's like my brain wants me to be gay but the only irl attraction I feel is with women, romantically and sexually, but not physically when I'm with men..? Like getting aroused at seeing a boner yes but nothing about the guy, just the thought of dick?

Is this just a weird quirk of my sexuality? Or maybe I have some weird attraction to male genitalia specifically?? I don't even know ;_;