I enjoy love and connection, but i also like sexual variety. Ive met a few women open to, and active in sharing and ENM. They were great times of pleasure and honesty. Those relationships didn’t work out for various reasons. Ive always been a sexual person and have landed on not wanting to give up the variety.

I attract a lot of gay men and almost never meet bi/pan ones. Those gay men are typically monogamous, which i enjoy, but i love threesomes swinging and women. With women they tend to be open to my sexuality, but recently this is not the case. Or we connect sexually just not intellectually.

So im in this weird space where sexually i get a lot of fun and pleasure, but dating i know I won’t have the freedom i love and prefer. So i feel like single for life is best for me as i know that being with a cis woman ill love the intimacy but also crave men from time to time and vice versa with men. Maybe i should get out more as well though, hit some LGBT spaces. Anyone else have this battle?