I can't tell if it was something I did or the fact that she wasn't on her meds (because she couldn't afford them). I know we're young and I'll find somebody else but this was sooo random. And I gave her everything that she gave me and I was crying so hard and she just looked at me with no emotions and kept saying we just weren't good for eachother. Or she is too busy for me which I knoooow is a lie. That has never been a problem and she was worried about how everything would look in 5 years?? 5 years? I'm 20 and she's fucking 19 why are we being rushed to have everything figured out? What about our birthdays we said we would have them together and thanksgiving and Christmas what about that? Did she forget? Like it really just can't be over like that. When has time ever been a fucking problem dude? We could've figured everything out together..... Would it be too steep if I asked her roommate if he knows if I did anything wrong? Or if she hasn't been herself or something? Like 2 weeks before we broke up she said we should go to this concert in October and I said okay let's buy the tickets now. And right there when she said actually no let's wait until alittle later..... that's when I knew. Or when I spent the night at her house and she was high I was next to her the whole night and she didn't say a word..... I was so confused and dumb. Like will she ever come back or should I just give up? I have no idea.