Hello all, Me (21f) has been with my girlfriend (25f) for about 11 months now. Our relationship is rough. If anyone is willing to read/give advice i very much appreciate it

For the last few weeks my girlfriend has been dealing with severe anxiety and depression, and frequent mood changes, stupid decisions, etc. She has frequent panic attacks too. Yesterday she just got back from psychiatrist and got meds but she told me that the meds only make her very sleepy and lethargic, even though she told the doctor not to prescribe any meds that can make her sleepy.

Im on a vacation right now, with family and I just want to have a good time. But its hard. Im worried about her, and she keeps saying things like “I hate myself” “Im tired of life” over and over everyday and keeps venting everyday.

I know it isnt about me but its stressing me out. She recently just got fired from her job but will start a new one on January so she’s having money problems too. I lend her a bit earlier and told her I needed a break from her. I dont know what to do honestly. Any advice appreciated, just want to feel peaceful at least during the vacation