Diagnosed BPD2 in May. Honestly, 15 years too late (yayyyyy USA!) Been diligently taking my meds for all my broken features for the last two months (I’m suuuuuper bad at not consistently taking meds), yet insomnia hit me this weekend. Worked yesterday (I was refreshed except for my back pain) - kinda ok kinda meh (call centers 🤷🏻‍♀️) and then kept on purging, reorganizing, cleaning my madness (I have a hella hard time letting go of things...) and concurrently listening to a Japanese TV show in the background. Ho hum WAIT WHY IS IT 6AM AND I AM NOT TIRED WAIT- so I lay down, sleep? Woke up 2 hours later... then dropped a basket of art supplies and had a BREAKDOWN. Called in FMLA, talked with my therapist before her next client and noted appropriately that I’m DEFINITELY MIXED. Mostly manic but I dip super easy. 🤦🏻‍♀️ So TODAY! I am going to try to rein myself back in. And I was so good! Oh well that’s ok, I’ll just make sure to make it through the best of my abilities. ANYWAY! It’ll pass, just not sure when. Weeeeeeeee!!! (Ok, bye.)