I need to nuke my brain with something. My entire character is super stale and needs a complete overhaul. However, I'm not finding anything that is able to accomplish this goal. I've already tried most of the typical psychedelics at large, medium, and microdoses. Tried ketamine, opioids... amphetamines... SSRIs... antipsychotics... a few different atypical antidepressants. I already exercise regularly and take the typical supplements like fish oil, magnesium, Vitamin D, Zinc, etc. I want something that will noticeably alter my personality. The closest thing I've found is Auvelity (Bupropion/Dextromethorphan). The only downside with that was it was almost too stupefying. I mean, the stupefying effect was good, but I was very conscious of how stupid I had become, so I wasn't able to fully embrace it.

My top two considerations right now:
1. Testosterone

1. Lobotomy