Hi so I am 21 of age I have done meth prolly 10 times in my life first few times I never felt high on meth after tht my 7 th time I felt it and 8th time after a month I did 2 days straight I smoked up a joint and I slept next day when I woke up pure hell I was intense depressed and sad it’s been 46 days but I still have tht sadness inside me and WORST PART I GOT MY RESULTS TODAY AND I HAVE FAILED IN ALL MY SUBJECTS AGAIN which made me more sad I jus wanna go back to normal me man I don’t wanna feel this sadness anymore I wanna be tht happy guys I was few days back I’m legit crying while texting this I jus wanna go back normal any advice ?!