Hi guys for a quick tldr: I took wayyy to much DXM in a combo with an SSRI and ended up fried. It's been 4 years since then. I've done a shit ton of bloodwork, ruled limes disease out after a grueling year of treatment, and have had many tests like mri scans and such preformed on me. I've tried ketamine, traditional medications, tdcs, and tms to no avail.

I'm willing to try anything at this point.

I've heard 9mebc is risky but I'm willing to take a risks if it brings my life back on track. I don't expect a full recovery but even a little bit of improvement would be dope. Mainly the problems I'm dealing with are brain fog, anhedonia, and severe reactions to negative emotions. Generally my brain is a trainwreck. The biggest thing I wish I could fix about my life is this anhediona. I do tried modafinil from modafinia.

I've been on a ton of medications and the only two that helped were Lamictal and Abilify but they only helped keep me stable mood wise.