Hi I’m 24 years old and weigh 245 I’m 5’0 and have one child I’ve been overweight for as long as I can remember I got diagnosed with pcos when I was 13, no matter what I’ve done I could never lose weight

I’ve tried every diet every method and I’ve learned I have food noise all I think about is food and when I’m going to eat even if I just ate , I’ll be actively eating something I know I shouldn’t and want to stop but don’t.I feel like I’m going to die young because I cant get this addiction under control

Just tonight I had maybe 5 plates of spaghetti and meatballs and just couldn’t stop even when I felt physically sick and it was hard to breathe it’s hard to type this out but I wanna be honest I just need help