I (20f) want to have a threesome with my boyfriend (25m) and another woman but l'm not sure what to say. We’ve been dating for a year and been friends for 3 years. This all started a couple months ago I was always curious about trying things with a girl I don’t think I am bi or anything but I just wanted to try and experience it. It started with me watching something online of two girls kissing and it really turned me on and I just wanted to try HU with a girl just to see how it is. I also looked at porn with girls and found it really hot. Then I also watched some video of FMF threesomes and that turned me on a lot too.

I asked my boyfriend for a threesome because it felt wrong to ask him if I just can HU with another girl. He said he isn’t opposed and we can discuss it but now I’m nervous to bring it up again. I also told him that it more of me wanting to explore things with a women but it felt wrong to ask if I can HU with one because that’s cheating. It not as much as I want to see my BF with another women as much as I want to try new stuff however the idea of him being with another girl also turns me a lot.I can't explain why this turns me on so much. I'm not sure what to say and I'm not even sure if it is a good idea to act on this fantasy. I'm so embarrassed to talk about this, I can't stand the idea of admitting this to any of my friends. I don't know what kind of advice I'm looking for here. has anyone been ina situation like this. did you act on this kind of fantasy. Did it work out, do you regret it? I just don't know what I looking for. I also feel like it would bother me that I just never tried it. Me and my bf are in a committed long term relationship and are hoping to build a life together and I love him so much I just and extremely curious to see how things would be with a girl.

Also I don’t know if I’m bi or bi-curious because I can’t see myself in a relationship with a girl however I am really sexually attracted to them