Being that I find both men and women attractive in some capacity, I find it difficult to connect with men emotionally. I love the emotional intimacy that comes from a woman and I wish I could find that connection with guys just as easily. I’ve been with a guy who was romantic and thoughtful but there was still a wall between us emotionally. It honestly feels this way with a lot of men and I know it’s mostly because of how men are raised in society. They’re told to be less emotional and “more logical.” I find it does not translate over well in a romantic relationship. I’ve even had straight people say that’s what being friends with other women is for. You share most emotions with them and you just have to like a man in one way or another to be with him. I’m getting tired of dating men and it just never fulfilling me in that aspect. I swear it’s a cycle of getting rejected by women I like, but when I date men it usually never works out. This is starting to feel like torture lol. Maybe I am a lesbian because even some other bi women don’t have this issue. With men I have to guide them more emotionally and I find a bit tiresome. With women, they’re just a bit more intuitive and nurturing and caring. That’s not to say that they don’t require any communication on things but it’s like it’s already built in. I hope this makes sense.